I just got one of the hardest hits I've received in my life, actually, the hardest.
The person I love most in this world, the most loved person in my life, that why I have given my life, one that is the owner of my dreams, he left.
I erased from his life as one, almost as if I had ever known.
just want to let me be part of your life, but it seems that there is no more room in life for me.
I love her, but I want to be your friend, because the only chink I have left.
At least I thought.
But now I see that is not even that.
The pain I feel is enormous ...
It's like in an earthquake.
and see your blood, your memory, your brain, your ideas, your heart, will collapsing; ... And can not do anything!.
Hopefully someday soon as I know, know how important it is for me. Not to return to me, but you know what you did, you know the pain it caused. Voluntary or not, is a murderer. Is killing the love I feel for her, it kills the love I feel for her. Although I must admit that the feeling called love it binds me, means having an extreme poverty, the ability to find the right words. I feel one of the worst things, or rather, the worst that can feel human. I feel like dying, but I'm not dying, at least not physically. I'm dying inside, it's much worse. Physical death sometimes can be solved. That is, sometimes there are doctors who can cause you beat him, at least for a while.
internal death But there is no antidote, not even one poor that only delayed the death of a heart. And to top it off, you do not have access to your own heart, at least not touch access. That is, one can not grab the heart and surround it with "Band-Aids." That's just a figure, a poetic appropriateness. But unfortunately, not be done in real life.
is what I need at this time. People
